I am giving it the week to cool.

I feel that you've put in effort to communicate and trust me. But I betrayed it, again.

The silent treatment is the worst possible and as it is I am crazy enough already.

The three lines above are worth at least a hundred lines rewritten.

Should go fuck myself. Loser.

That just about summarises how I feel about myself and what I've done. Nothing has worked.

Yup. I have no defense.

Boy, you are naive. ):

Bright side?

Well, compared to Allen I didn't lose anything fiscally.

Just a chunk of pride, emotions and ideas.

And of course the investment of 'effort' and perhaps 'trust'.

Anyway, important lesson learnt.

But really of all things to say.
Goodnight? Seriously?! Ughh.